梦里红尘，桃花依旧笑春风

　　“我掐了一朵桃花，

　　夹在日记本里，

　　从此不怕春天会离我而去。”

　　——杨朔

　　很久很久，都不曾再理清一下纷飞的思绪，写一段文字。在文字里，因为可以思念，思念一个人，一个永远的 爱人。只是，在今夜，放着一首伤情的老歌,传奇私服，听到感伤，那词曲后的微弱叹息隐藏着些许的苍凉。似那酒醉后的清冷，似那繁华后的荒芜，似那万种风情后的 人去楼空。身边空荡荡的，忍不住伸出手去触碰，只有穿指而过的风无力的舞动着。风一定也很孤独，如深夜的我 。

　　点一根烟，就这样一直看着它慢慢燃烬，看它翻转在手指之间，看这光亮一点点的挥灰烟灭，完成一种自身的 使命，不禁黯然这红尘俗世中微尘的人类。

　　窗外的风还是轻轻地吹着，也许这夜的精灵没有发现还有一个飘荡的灵魂。想来这夜应是良辰美景，怎奈空虚 设。这夜是一个没有色彩的梦，而我已经被梦境摄入其中，做不到花自飘零水自流的境界,编辑推荐的文章。

　　一个人的时候想着关于未来的心事。看着这个城市每天都在上演着不同的故事，相遇，离别，出生，死亡，生 命的轮回，在短暂的人生历程中，反复地开场，落幕……其实人是很害怕失去的，越害怕失去，便失去的越快。我 是个不太懂得爱惜自己的人，每天都会让自已忙碌得精疲力竭！有人说，我天生就是个悲观的人，或许，这样的人 ，注定是要活得很累的。

　　我记得有本书上说过“守侯在凝望之外，有一些眼泪，流淌在伤感之处。有一种缘分，永远不再回来。有一种 幸福垂手可得，却永远在掌控之外。”穿梭在熙熙攘攘的人群中，大踏步地向前走，不曾在意最终的去向，只是那 样走着，不想停留，不愿回头。因为我在人生的旅途中，选择了另一种活着的方式，虽然很累！

　　夜幕渐渐地降临在这座忙碌的城市，风吹乱了我的头发，我知道一定也曾经有一阵风这样吹过，吹散了所有年 少的誓言，吹走了曾坚持固守过的一种人生信念。

　　总觉得这尘世我已然全看透，岂不知放不下的全是已经看透的。张爱玲曾说：“梦里的时间总觉得长，其实不 过一刹那，却以为天长地久，彼此已经认识了多少年了，原来却不算数”。“生命势必如此，无数事前的感动，如 何能抵事后的悔恨，且留他如梦，送他如尘。”

　　有时想，生活犹如艺术，也有多种多样的表现形式，我们需要伟大的、令人难忘的东西。永恒的爱、友谊、成 就、音乐和发现。但我们也需要细小的微不足道的东西，窗上的水珠、床上的猫、草地上的蘑菇、双重的彩虹，等 等。

　　点点光阴，积一潭深水，许多人事，就这样随风而过，那铭心的刻骨的，和已无从说起的沟沟坎坎，皆在红尘 深处。夕阳几度，岁月柔情，患得患失之后，总有一双平整创痕的手。暧风到处，依然是一座葱翠蝶恋的花园，只 是心中藏着许多的牵挂与思念！

　　常常就在想：是不是在每个人的心头，都有一湾看不见的泓水，任时光如刃，任空间如网！心事象一张不断翻 新的旧照片，不依不饶，浓淡一如往日？可心能拿出的唯剩沉淀，那雕刻风华的世间剪，只留一纸徒 劳,心情小记，没有任何痕迹！

　　长大是一个漫长的过程。在春暖的日子里，我执意要看到桃树开花结果的全过程。然而，每一年里的等待，每 一年里的落空，渐渐成了永远的梦，梦里总有飘飞的粉红的花瓣，总有那么几张稚气的脸，仰望着， 希冀着……

　　今夜无月，风沙沙携片片春雨，还有无语杨花尘絮随谁如影？“似花还似非花，也无人惜从教坠。”远处，是 谁在听萨克斯“伤心客栈”？一曲又一曲。无人的街巷，总有一个窗口在敞开吧？而在这个窗口的里面，该是一户 幸福人家！陡然想起哪个世纪某个春雨淅沥的日子，添了这时隐时现的记忆！

　　当桃花，红了这一条水路，红了整个江南，我终于明白了，今生的意义！喜欢

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