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Reprinted from 3934446 at 10:46 on August 24, 2007 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (0) Category: Emotional World I decided to break up with her boyfriend fell in love seven years, in the end have no idea who abandoned who. Our story would not be enough, said channel also unclear, let me write a letter in the form of his parents to describe:
uncle, aunt
You are good.
do not know if there is no need to write you this letter, but I still want some estimates, the things you do not know to tell you, so you better you son of real life in Shenzhen
we can not go on, have broken up more than a month. Because he betrayed us once again the feelings, I can forgive him twice, but can not forgive the third time. I told him I have to pay a lot of youth, love and patience, but did not get the most basic respect and loyalty.
in my feelings on this memory of 7 years, in accordance with the time to count, mixed; in accordance with the sense to count, is a conflict between more than happy.
we are most happy just graduated that year, we are ambitious, and that the prospects are promising and bright, was not much desire, as long as two people after dinner walk,
cheap designer handbags, talk has been very satisfied with the work, we Assuming, how married in Shenzhen, when we were happy. But did not last long, when his impressive after the procurement, apart from places frequented by wine and women, but also awakened the hearts of instability. To 1 and a half years after graduation, he liked another girl, named Li, you should have heard the name. I knew from the beginning of her existence, and he confessed. At first, he said he was not her love, just like it, he will not leave me. But then, things developed to the three of us watching the Mid-Autumn Festival lanterns, eat together, for the simple reason that he can not refuse her. He said he needed time to make a decision. This three-state line has been maintained for almost a year. That is, his home for Spring Festival 2003, drunk, called and said the year with my engagement. Money may be too easy, he's also in this time of year to buy the house. He bought the house, they also did not take into account our future, and no real consultation with me. That he did not put me on the inside of his future plans, has not. Finally, I have been in a state of semi-madness, and can only leave the seemingly passive active. They live together for a month. A month later, he lost in the HR department's work, he ended his life purchase anything they want, but also found that Lee is not really suited to his type, he and she made a break up. At this time, the two fall in love, his career when he needs me. Because I still love him so forgive him, because he vowed not to do such a thing to hurt me, do not be a second Lee, he is still my favorite, the best of his or mine. This time is the end of 2003.
Later, I encouraged him to find a job, he was very confident in the HR department can easily find out a procurement, but may be God does not care for him it was none of the well-known department stores and look for the procurement, or He voted no audio resume all came to nothing. At that time I advised him to start from the low, small companies and small companies is good, that time before going into large companies there is little, can not idle at home. Later, he entered the insurance companies, I know this is not right for him, but there was no other choice,
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mulberry handbags, after completing training, he met not imagine the difficulties, he chose to retreat, give up. But then, through a friend,
Minor cut into , the model test the night ... ... 】 【 Figure - Qzone log, into the JY e do sales. His background as a procurement person, as do sales now changed, and if a good attitude adjustment, it should be handy son. However, due to various reasons, he was not strong to continue. His back, some of his escape reality, He is full of underappreciated, he is very dissatisfied with the status quo. This is because he did not lay down their own shelf, arrogant, and unable to adapt to the environment to make adjustments on the mentality.
2004, the Spring Festival. He went home after the trip, suddenly told me that he discussed with you at home to go abroad to do. That going abroad has been an expectation that you give him, what his cousin cousin are very good in a foreign country, you also hope that he could go home. Moreover, after discussion with you that going abroad is a very good way, a lot of senior officials to send their children abroad, that this road can not go wrong. He told me he's decided to come back and ask what I mean, I have been, and he took a different view, in order to go abroad to do things we discussed a lot, I did not agree with him, because I think he does not mind going abroad, he just for vanity, to At the same time, he immediately put into action, resignation, reading, the word back. He is a person will not be affected by others, was convinced that the thing, he will not be around other people. So we can only accept the reality, he was prepared him, as love, only step by step.
2004 Chinese New Year to April, this time he was addicted to online games, fewer books are read. April 2004, you come to Shenzhen to see him. If I did not tell you, you will never know, you travel by sea in Zhuhai, I'll play, my stomach was pregnant with your grandchildren, so in some places can not be hospitable. He chose not to tell you. I asked him what he thought. His reply was: problems. Together during some drugs may affect the fetus, I smashed the child. It was April 14, 2004. On this day, this one thing, a great impact on my body and mind, so far.
After the exam he
concentrate, when Christopher, GRE all have failed, I advised him to really point to Australia not that hard, to the United States, even if English is not necessarily to get over the admission, not necessarily through the visa interview . But went to Australia to simple. He agreed, though reluctantly, or thousands, or that the United States and Canada is the ideal place, and asked many times why he thought that his answer will always be a crush of people to the United States. the United Kingdom, Australia, these are just second-rate country. Hearing this, I know that he is difficult to be happy, because he set too high a standard for himself, his self-regard and let his frustration too sharply doubled up to make the situation worse.
two years time, he had no income, but also for the room. Fortunately, your backing, he can achieve those dreams. I asked him to go abroad to spend so much money, not afraid of the parents of the pension money was it? Pension issues are not afraid of their parents? He has calculated that he will marry the financial resources to support their parents? His answer is: how much poorer home than my home, Zaguomaitie to send out to their children? Parents are always good for their children. He always not understand why I would not ask parents for money to go abroad, but I do not understand why he so of course my heart with your parents, and of course there is such a dignified reason. Is this cultural difference? Or is he selfish? I do not know.
I know that alone is not easy, very easy to feel lonely, it is easy to give up. And so day by day over the day,
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HTC HD2 - Qzone log, to deceive my parents back home and did not tell them the truth. Because the exam is approaching, I forgive him, because of this, he is not emotionally betrayed me, I can forgive him, because I love him, I hope he is good, I hope he proceeds smoothly, very happy.
results came out earlier this year, schools are pending. He had nothing to start a forum on the web chat, write poems, articles, regain his hobby. I can say that literature was not interested, since he can be found on the network to satisfy their love of literature in the window, I have no opinion, and quite support him. However, he was a cynical, do not know how to control their acts. This is not a common problem literati? More than a month ago, he met online, a talented woman, very talented indeed general, met after they got out of hand, see the second plane did not come home for the night, but there are signs of two people in close contact . After I found this thing, has expressed dissatisfaction with, and he was ignoring the damage to my trample my tolerance. Again and again to that three girls were spending the night, has maintained an ambiguous link. In front of me and tell all the girls and how hard to get rid of his trouble with her, so he keeps saying that as soon as the entanglement rid of the girl, but the behavior is still maintained close relations. When they developed more than two weeks, I proposed to break up. After a month, the girl is also on his home some days, the two continue their struggle between each other. During this period, he had phoned me and said I did not think that the fact that I was the only thing he loved. But his actions tell me he kept saying that he treats people who only love is that standards of conduct. He said his predicament, saying the woman did not want to hurt, do not want too much against her and so on. I do not know how to believe him, even if what he said was true, I can not put up with his behavior has shown, have been completely beyond my moral standards. Coupled with his sense of how much I did not anger and hurt,
未来的室内设计理念 - Qzone日志, he continued his pace and has absolutely no regard to my feelings, he did not give up anything for me and the woman. He asked me to sympathize with him, and asked me not to trouble, asked me to wait a while, asked me a little patience. . . Why? Error is not terrible, horrible thing is that the same mistakes repeated, but still it hurt someone else's heart,
louis vuitton bags, but also with confidence that everything will end, everything will be restored to their original, just give him time. Last forgive him completely mistake, not only did not make him more appreciative of, but let him feel that the way to solve the problem that is only natural that there is a lesson in history. He imagined that I was not a bad throw stainless steel mug, no matter how wrestling can maintain the basic functions essential to me, but I did not let him handle with care the Zippo. There is no thought of his guilt openly in front of me sharing a bed with another woman, I am speechless, I am sick, I feel dirty. I can not help thinking, when he and I slept, he put me as a footer in the end a woman's body or a soul can not be replaced? I feel like vomiting.
So I have not tell that his sentence is really saying is false, and I do not know what his ultimate purpose? He is not tired of me long ago but it is not abandoned me, so I deliberately provoked so I offered to leave him? He is said not to deliver on his promises will never leave me, so use these methods to make my own to step down? Or he was a child, did not know what they do is so much like a sword, the blade, again and again with a wound in my torn ground?
I could not find the reasons for his continued,
gucci handbags sale, and not feel his true love, he hurt me, selfish greed in the enjoyment of their own happiness, to ignore me, this feeling of respect . He can leave me, can I say, but please refrain from repeatedly to love me and not leave me, so I feel very ugly, very dirty, very naive.
he could not give him and her 7-day adventure, I can only conclude my 7 year relationship with him.
forget it, if this time I go back, so that in this life we will go on, and endless with different kinds of women into our lives, I can not stand this day. Good terms, I wish we could do a lifetime of friends, lose him the same pain I just like the flesh, to be more precise is the same as digging the heart weight loss.
terrifying, ah, ah terrifying, because of love betrayed, I lost more than seven years, lovers, and I lost and my days of youth 21-28 years of age! I can not remember my seven years. Get the job in exchange for seven years, numerous physical and psychological injuries in exchange for seven years, seven years in exchange for a nightmare, seven others still more than seven days, however. Only seven days, and we completely deny these years, I never became a bitterly painful years. This is 7 days, I fall short years, I never lost seven lives forever.
afraid, ah, scary ah. I'm afraid, until I die of old age, they all find the courage to recall 21-28 years old. I'm afraid, when I die of old age, no one can pay homage at the grave of my 21-28 year old youth.
aunts and uncles, thank you for the affirmation to me the past few years. Now you return to your precious son. The things he and I have no relationship. The two of you take care of themselves.
former friends all gone
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