很累,病倒了... 想到还有那么多finals和makeup exams就更头痛了
 
回来发现车子battery也坏了,只好在黑夜里冒着雨修车
 
睡到半夜又被false fire alarm弄得睡不好觉抱着儿子跑到building外面淋雨
 
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这次回中国因为护照过期的原因被滞留在洛杉矶机场
 
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见到他,
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不想,
mbt shoes reviews,不敢面对那段逝去的感情,也许真的还没放下吧
 
无所谓了,或许早该忘却了
 
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爷爷的病情受到控制了,却并没有好转的迹象
 
从得到消息爷爷病危到不顾一切的赶回中国
 
再到风尘仆仆的赶回来考finals
 
一晃就已经3个星期了
 
突然有点时光错乱的感觉,
fashion rayban sunglasses629911,偶尔醒来也不知道自己在哪里
 
不知道是因为生物钟还没倒过时差还是真的病得很重
 
很疲惫了,
mbt baridi,,先不写了,
mbt salama shoes,休息去了
 
刚刚听说爷爷过世了
 
有点诧异却并没很意外
 
 不意外是因为在中国的时候爷爷的情况已经很差了
 
诧异的是没想到这一天来得那么快
 
爷爷在世的时候认为家里人默默开始为病床上的爷爷准备丧事有点无情
 
毕竟,现实,
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我才回来没两天,
cool puma sunglasses,爷爷就走了...
 
现在最可怜的就是爸爸跟奶奶了
 
奶奶失去了相汝相沫了60多年的老伴
 
爸爸... 就更... 了
 
 Mariah Carey -- Bye Bye 
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody 
这首歌献给那些刚刚失去某人的人 
Ya best friend ya baby 
你最好的朋友、你的宝贝 
Ya man or ya lady 
你的男人或者你的女人 
Put ya hand way up high 
高高举起你的双手 
We will never say bye 
我们永远不会说再见 
Mamas daddys sisters brothers 
妈妈爸爸兄弟姐妹 
Friends and cousins 
朋友和堂(表)兄弟姐妹 
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers 
这首歌献给那些失去祖母的人 
Lift ya head to the sky 
抬起头仰望天空 
Cause we will never say bye 
因为我们永远不会说再见 
As a child there were them times 
孩提时,有他们相伴的时光 
I didn't get it but you kept me in line 
我还不懂事,但你将我紧紧记在脑海里 
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes 
我不知道为什么有些时候你不在 
On Sunday mornings and I missed you 
星期日的早上我十分想念你 
But I'm glad we talked through 
但我很开心我们谈了许多 
All them grown folk things 
他们都长成了普通人 
Separation brings 
带来了分离 
You never let me know it 
你从不让我知道这些 
You never let it show because 
你从不让他在我眼前出现 
You loved me and obviously 
因为你很爱我 
There's so much more left to say 
还有好多话想说 
If you were with me today 
你今天仍和我同在 
Face to face 
面对面的 
Never knew I could hurt like this 
从没想过我会如此痛苦 
And everyday life goes on I 
每天生活都继续着 
Wish I could talk to you for a while 
我希望我能和你聊一会儿 
Miss you but I try not to cry 
我好想念你但是我努力不让自己哭泣 
As time goes by 
时间流逝 
And it's true that you've Reached a better place 
事实上,你已经到了一个更加美好的地方 
Still I'd give the world 
然而我来到这个世界上 
To see your face (bye) 
看见你的脸庞 
And be right here next to you (bye) 
就在你的身边 
But it's like you're gone too soon (bye) 
但似乎你离开的太快了 
Now the hardest thing to do 
现在最难受的事情 
Is say bye bye 
是和你说再见 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye 
Bye bye 
And you never got a chance 
你没有机会 
To see how good I done 
来看我做的有多么棒 
And you never got to see me 
你从没有看到我 
Back at number one 
重新成为第一 
I wish that you were here 
我希望你能在这儿 
To celebrate together 
和我一起庆祝 
I wish that we could spend 
我希望我们能一起度过 
The holidays together 
整个假期 
I remember when you used to 
我记得你曾经 
Tuck me in at night 
在夜晚给我塞好被子 
With the teddy bear you gave me 
你给我的小熊 
That I held so tight 
我紧紧抱在怀里 
I thought you were so strong 
我曾以为你很强大 
You'd make it through whatever 
你克服了很多困难 
It's so hard to accept the fact You're gone forever 
很难接受你永远离开的现实 
Never knew I could hurt like this 
从没想过我会如此痛苦 
And everyday life goes on I 
每天生活都继续着 
Wish I could talk to you for a while 
我希望我能和你聊一会儿 
Miss you but I try not to cry 
我好想念你但是我努力不让自己哭泣 
As time goes by 
时间流逝 
And it's true that you've 
Reached a better place 
事实上,你已经到了一个更加美好的地方 
Still I'd give the world 
然而我来到这个世界上 
To see your face (bye) 
看见你的脸庞 
And be right here next to you (bye) 
就在你的身边 
But it's like you're gone too soon (bye) 
但似乎你离开的太快了 
Now the hardest thing to do 
现在最难受的事情 
Is say bye bye 
是和你说再见 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye 
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody 
这首歌献给那些刚刚失去某人的人 
Ya best friend ya baby 
你最好的朋友、你的宝贝 
Ya man or ya lady 
你的男人或者你的女人 
Put ya hand way up high 
高高举起你的双手 
We will never say bye 
我们永远不会说再见 
Mamas daddys sisters brothers 
妈妈爸爸兄弟姐妹 
Friends and cousins 
朋友和堂(表)兄弟姐妹 
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers 
这首歌献给那些失去祖母的人 
Lift ya head to the sky 
抬起头仰望天空 
Cause we will never say bye 
因为我们永远不会说再见 
As a child there were them times 
孩提时,有他们相伴的时光 
I didn't get it but you kept me in line 
我还不懂事,但你将我紧紧记在脑海里 
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes 
我不知道为什么有些时候你不在 
On Sunday mornings and I missed you 
星期日的早上我十分想念你 
But I'm glad we talked through 
但我很开心我们谈了许多 
All them grown folk things 
他们都长成了普通人 
Separation brings 
带来了分离 
You never let me know it 
你从不让我知道这些 
You never let it show because 
你从不让他在我眼前出现 
You loved me and obviously 
因为你很爱我 
There's so much more left to say 
还有好多话想说 
If you were with me today 
你今天仍和我同在 
Face to face 
面对面的 
Never knew I could hurt like this 
从没想过我会如此痛苦 
And everyday life goes on I 
每天生活都继续着 
Wish I could talk to you for a while 
我希望我能和你聊一会儿 
Miss you but I try not to cry 
我好想念你但是我努力不让自己哭泣 
As time goes by 
时间流逝 
And it's true that you've Reached a better place 
事实上,你已经到了一个更加美好的地方 
Still I'd give the world 
然而我来到这个世界上 
To see your face (bye) 
看见你的脸庞 
And be right here next to you (bye) 
就在你的身边 
But it's like you're gone too soon (bye) 
但似乎你离开的太快了 
Now the hardest thing to do 
现在最难受的事情 
Is say bye bye 
是和你说再见 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye 
Bye bye 
And you never got a chance 
你没有机会 
To see how good I done 
来看我做的有多么棒 
And you never got to see me 
你从没有看到我 
Back at number one 
重新成为第一 
I wish that you were here 
我希望你能在这儿 
To celebrate together 
和我一起庆祝 
I wish that we could spend 
我希望我们能一起度过 
The holidays together 
整个假期 
I remember when you used to 
我记得你曾经 
Tuck me in at night 
在夜晚给我塞好被子 
With the teddy bear you gave me 
你给我的小熊 
That I held so tight 
我紧紧抱在怀里 
I thought you were so strong 
我曾以为你很强大 
You'd make it through whatever 
你克服了很多困难 
It's so hard to accept the fact You're gone forever 
很难接受你永远离开的现实 
Never knew I could hurt like this 
从没想过我会如此痛苦 
And everyday life goes on I 
每天生活都继续着 
Wish I could talk to you for a while 
我希望我能和你聊一会儿 
Miss you but I try not to cry 
我好想念你但是我努力不让自己哭泣 
As time goes by 
时间流逝 
And it's true that you've 
Reached a better place 
事实上,你已经到了一个更加美好的地方 
Still I'd give the world 
然而我来到这个世界上 
To see your face (bye) 
看见你的脸庞 
And be right here next to you (bye) 
就在你的身边 
But it's like you're gone too soon (bye) 
但似乎你离开的太快了 
Now the hardest thing to do 
现在最难受的事情 
Is say bye bye 
是和你说再见 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
 
 Mariah Carey - Bye Bye 
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody 
这首歌献给那些刚刚失去某人的人 
Ya best friend ya baby 
你最好的朋友、你的宝贝 
Ya man or ya lady 
你的男人或者你的女人 
Put ya hand way up high 
高高举起你的双手 
We will never say bye 
我们永远不会说再见 
Mamas daddys sisters brothers 
妈妈爸爸兄弟姐妹 
Friends and cousins 
朋友和堂(表)兄弟姐妹 
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers 
这首歌献给那些失去祖母的人 
Lift ya head to the sky 
抬起头仰望天空 
Cause we will never say bye 
因为我们永远不会说再见 
As a child there were them times 
孩提时,有他们相伴的时光 
I didn't get it but you kept me in line 
我还不懂事,但你将我紧紧记在脑海里 
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes 
我不知道为什么有些时候你不在 
On Sunday mornings and I missed you 
星期日的早上我十分想念你 
But I'm glad we talked through 
但我很开心我们谈了许多 
All them grown folk things 
他们都长成了普通人 
Separation brings 
带来了分离 
You never let me know it 
你从不让我知道这些 
You never let it show because 
你从不让他在我眼前出现 
You loved me and obviously 
因为你很爱我 
There's so much more left to say 
还有好多话想说 
If you were with me today 
如果你今天仍和我同在 
Face to face 
面对面的 
Never knew I could hurt like this 
从没想过我会如此痛苦 
And everyday life goes on I 
每天生活都继续着 
Wish I could talk to you for a while 
我希望我能和你聊一会儿 
Miss you but I try not to cry 
我好想念你但是我努力不让自己哭泣 
As time goes by 
随着时间流逝 
And it's true that you've Reached a better place 
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Still I'd give the world 
然而我来到这个世界上 
To see your face (bye) 
看见你的脸庞 
And be right here next to you (bye) 
就在你的身边 
But it's like you're gone too soon (bye) 
但似乎你离开的太快了 
Now the hardest thing to do 
现在最难受的事情 
Is say bye bye 
是和你说再见 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye 
Bye bye bye bye bye bye 
Bye bye 
And you never got a chance 
你没有机会 
To see how good I done 
来看我做的有多么棒 
And you never got to see me 
你从没有看到我 
Back at number one 
重新成为第一 
I wish that you were here 
我希望你能在这儿 
To celebrate together 
和我一起庆祝 
I wish that we could spend 
我希望我们能一起度过 
The holidays together 
整个假期 
I remember when you used to 
我记得你曾经 
Tuck me in at night 
在夜晚给我塞好被子 
With the teddy bear you gave me 
你给我的小熊 
That I held so tight 
我紧紧抱在怀里 
I thought you were so strong 
我曾以为你很强大 
You'd make it through whatever 
你克服了很多困难 
It's so hard to accept the fact You're gone forever 
很难接受你永远离开的现实 
Never knew I could hurt like this 
从没想过我会如此痛苦 
And everyday life goes on I 
每天生活都继续着 
Wish I could talk to you for a while 
我希望我能和你聊一会儿 
Miss you but I try not to cry 
我好想念你但是我努力不让自己哭泣 
As time goes by 
时间流逝 
And it's true that you've 
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Still I'd give the world 
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To see your face (bye) 
看见你的脸庞 
And be right here next to you (bye) 
就在你的身边 
But it's like you're gone too soon (bye) 
但似乎你离开的太快了 
Now the hardest thing to do 
现在最难受的事情 
Is say bye bye 
是和你说再见 
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