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140909 2008 年 09 月 20 日 16:53 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (3) Category: Personal Diary
; I do not know how recent they are, and may be thinking too much, so often short-circuit what the mind, a blank. at home for a few days, could not sleep every night, stuffed with Headphones eyes open in bed, his mind was confused too,
旗帜鲜明地反对历史虚无主义 - Qzone日志, and then inexplicably will shed tears,
coach handbags, it is so frustrating for a long time, finally looked on the tears wet the pillow to sleep. Dear ah, I really do not know how to do, such days are long out? Home these days, often by my mother asked, you do not have contact with that man, right? Listen to my mother, Do not mess to know? I can only against one replied with a smile and rest assured, when your daughter coming chaos. my dear, these I will not tell you vaguely remember ever mentioned to you , so I graduated, took you back to my family to see. But in the end when will this day come?! I'm good help, but can not find someone to talk to. Maybe you also know, for our contacts, all my friends and even opposition to the attitude of resentment, have advised me to play with you on the line, not too serious, not to mention my family, almost no room to negotiate. But I also know that feelings are not games, we can not afford, it needs mutual trust, tolerance, understanding, or even to maintain a certain sacrifice. But my difficulties and can tell what to whom, I know I told them that they would reprove me,
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dear, we are now in two places, I thought as long as love each other, then distance should not stop us To spend a lifetime commitment. However, since when the communication between us, repeated every day into a few words: - in the doing. - In the fun too. - Did not eat. - - wait for the next go. - Well, you play with me ...... the only in-depth conversation that is only one possible, and that is one of our angry, and then put out his grievances Road . Maybe I should talk to our minds,
Hiroshima Mon Amour - not to say goodbye - Qzone l,
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National Day holiday from only 10 days, and said a good number more than 20 to you that, according to plan,
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Starting the morning of the third day in Guizhou (, I am a man struggling in the dark,
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What can I do?