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65622 2010 年 01 月 07 日 00:24 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (6) Category: the years are short

(many, many years ago, an article was originally published in Hongxiutianxiang, because the old, in order to avoid loss, restructure to put something like that)

dream I was lying prone on the desk when the phone receives a small cloud, he said that 4:30 train, I unthinking impulse phone call: you Mother of how to say so I went back. A chalk accurate hit my head on a large class, several classes of students looked at me, and quickly pinch the phone, head down against the table. The old man continued to talk in a myriad of learning, occasionally interspersed with a few lame jokes. I think a small cloud said he wanted to leave a month ago, when I did not seriously, can suddenly have to leave, what really bit it.
afternoon the exam, I sat in the seat on the absent-minded, and schools in the suburbs, went to the city at least 1 hour, I would like to get to be to send to send me this brother, next to the braces girl may think that I was actually an unprecedented examination of independent thinking, has been with her own eyes staring at me, I washed, she said: look what a blind test, a bit line does not discipline? She then fell to the floor, dazed eyes blankly at the ceiling, as if something has been convinced that an instant collapse. Invigilator of the four came up and said: Anson not want to leave the examination paper examination. I looked at my watch, 3:20, 40 minutes from the end also, look at the four hope to double that than others eyes, he opened with numerous test to yawn now, I decided to help him, the first pay roll.
in the car, and my heart has always been BS-ing, this car was also Intuit slow, not when to stop crying a few. A stone, a small cloud N a phone call reminder hit me, I wish I could get off to buy a skate shoe, with that ass behind a pull Express, give slip to the city, but this infernal place, buy a pair of shoes easier than sand , Hao Zhao had in the car. I got to see a car not a person is not sitting, are helping the driver quickly called. Anyhow, to the city, I stopped by a vigorous go to catch a taxi to the train station, wait for me to jump off the car, only to see a man standing in the station A stone entrance to smoke, I blow his hammer, everything did not say. A stone girlfriend
grass is a friend, look not very pretty, did not previously felt any, it seems that she always redundant, children come out to play a few buddies, the pair are, and I always bring elegance and their Xiahun, the grass sat quietly, watching us loud, big mouth and drink, laugh with us from time to time. There are times I wonder how she called to ask the grass, she said, not only the grass height was not flowers, ah, I was there that somehow things feel a little surge. Later,la gear footwear, I and elegance points, so one more extra people I, and the two extra people with nothing to sing sit eat snacks and foods.
and the development of grass during the summer, A Stone told me to go swimming, to found, the dog days A stone is coming together with his girlfriend all day, put on a really love forever shape, really bad mood, and good extra grass have come, or I this couple caught in the middle of the sun A stone is not a swimming pool boiling steam. A stone gave me a wink, to take up his girlfriend off, and I know this is a conspiracy,la gear sneakers, A Stone's conspiracy. Generous grass called me back to see her to deep water, deep water is that, in fact the deepest pool was 1.60 meters, the average man can protect the helpless in this women compatriots, many of the innocent women is such Yangruhukou The. Phase I posted her skin, her reason to fear hold me tight, it seems inappropriate in the water with a ****, but still an hot body, holding her accidentally, turning on anti- She blushed.
a lot to drink that night, A stone that guy kept filling me, I laugh hard and drink hard, A stone from time to time, said the couple did not think wow did not expect complete completely full to put on an innocent look, I give one piece of pigtail They stuffed his mouth, and then put grass hand shoulder, said: ######## maybe has a rogue I had to. Grass worried me drink so happy today, I said, he kept the Mengguan.
in Montreal, he also dropped a jar of the jar, I stumbled held on the grass to stand up, while nausea well up and knocks the spit out of the grass one, vaguely heard A stone about a failure. I carried my grass with my head on her shoulder, whistling, panting, confused asked her: elegance, I really unpromising it? Finished, I actually ########ing cried, she cried, and I'm glad that today, ah, and then fell to the ground.
after a few days, I stay at home, stop smoking, I put plastic on the cigarette butts, Shao Rong, and then apply again and again, mixed with the pungent smell smoke in the plastic I have free access to the lungs, actually feel particularly cool, I might be crazy.
A stone at the hundreds of phone calls, dead air pulled me depends white cafe, over time he said he could go to the vice squad practice field, I sprayed a chrysanthemum tea to his face when he was admitted to the police academy when people die like a dog is declared a People's Police, and I get eyes glanced at him and said, do not think your kid is the individual on the police academy, and put you in my vest is also still a pig, he can catch me at that time a few blocks. I ate a piece of banana slices to say: you guy in a police station on the line dry Interpol practice more dangerous ah. He said Offer Look at your point of this is the time to serve the country,la lights, revealing the face of a morally, I could not resist a chrysanthemum spray on his face, I pay the consequences.
returned to school after a full day to complete a boring class, I pull the same bedroom with a brother, administered by the Department of song and dance performances to see other people crazy out of school to understand the art of beauty, but we This is Jurassic Park, a pile of twisted dragon-like creatures with their own bodies best, meat and meat collision can hear the sound I sat back, pulling me to that guy can actually see the relish, I can not help my heart is full of heartfelt tribute to him.
think of high school at that time, not drinking is Paowang Ba and brother, does not even thought about college, so I fell in love with the concept that Sharp's girlfriend Fenghua 3 years, she Ku Quan urged death, a crying two trouble hanging convinced me three or four months, closed-door meeting at home mad. Just received notice of the day, with dreaming in general, pick up the elegance crazy spinning, I said that I have today thanks to you, I will cherish you.
winter unexpected, I actually quite like the Chinese New Year, New Year can be Zuifan that endless, and only when it is discovered that the link between people management is Inseparable chaotic, numbness traveling all day, watching my mother to child bonuses mad, only a hint of sadness: I really grew up. After the seventh day I went to see the grass, she was very happy that I came to see her dressed in a pale blue cashmere sweater, shoulder-length hair with a clip to another in the back, people looked very comfortable. I took her hand and said to her, I'll show you a fun place, and then took her to our city's most famous and most frightening haunted house.
result of grass is out of my arms, she clearly has not recovered,la gear walking shoes, the petite shoulders still shivering, I used to hug her, said in her ear : little girl okay we went boating. Boating lake, looking at the other side of the street, flashing neon lights, the mood calm down a lot, she told me she says in a haunted house, I looked at her strangely, in the haunted house where she had just scared to cry, into my arms afraid to come out, which makes the only move one step out of her arms, I really did not think she could say. She said she was frightened, and thought he would die, so whispered the words, \I hesitated for a full half a minute, and then hugged her, I thought the world who actually have such a silly, silly, ah, I said, not allowed to casually mention silly girl died after her head buried in my arms, like was crying, she asked me if I remember the day the case of drinking what, I realized that if anything, quickly smiled and said: What, ah, forget it. My chest felt her sigh, she said: Oh, forget it.
after winter vacation, I have been to the field, to A Stone's vice squad, he was happy to see me here no wits, and about a few colleagues, opened a box singing. The whole night and I saw the life of A Shibo roar, roar tired to drink, drink and then a roar, and the others only in the side to play the role of applause, laughter roared so long no.
out late and he and I swing way back to two people, one lit a cigarette, and slowly walked in the deserted streets, Connaught Road, only two large a figure in the rock, sometimes over a few more cars coming in late. A stone throw up a smoke ring, turned around and asked me: I say brother, you and the grass is getting along right! I smiled, he sighed, he said, not so long out of drinking songs, and I can not say it, you do not have friends here with a lot of thing. He came up to me, telling me, here's friend did not pro-feeling, not less then both of us and cloud aspect lakes that Shuangqi Three Musketeers. I deeply inhaled smoke, stone edge of the passing away Ah, looked dim lights, and I'm dazzled. We Yiyewumian night.
next day, I go, he called me a few days longer walk, I say no, and All good things come to an end, I and other brothers back at home there.
since the loss of elegance, I have not been looking for her, I actually quite like her, afraid met too sad. And elegance divided, I do not got the idea of love, the grass is really good to me, is a simple girl, I do not want to hurt her. Can be more clearly felt, I told her, only moved, not much can be called love. So, I always avoided meeting her, he found all kinds of excuses, a lot of time I think they are too ungrateful, but the more time passes the more my ears can not control the way back to the elegance of saying rings : You do not have that ambition, I'm thoroughly disappointed. A stone
summer I played the total mobile phone can not get through to Dial-a little cloud, he said, A large stone recently broke a case, it is very beautiful. He said a few days I must go to slaughter him up that severely. Since that time, my mother gave me copies of the Evening Post to find a summer job, in the motor department, the most confused of dry matter, which is the way to the wire and I must go and see out the day ran down, bent waist are tired, it is too busy to give up plans to go to A Stone that, I thought the dog days anyway, probably just forget me, not so long a phone call.
back to school, and all juniors, and restored the machinery of life, eating and sleeping every day after class lessons, such as drinking water generally Guadan tasteless, with a robot-like, sometimes I ask myself This is the youth it? Have I ever left like a gossamer-like trajectory.
this time the only thing worth remembering is that the grass finally broke up to me, she always felt we had to start off. Is the Trustee referred to a letter after I have seen burned, and then all night drinking and laughing in the bedroom with the bedroom people are surprised there is nothing to keep this depressed people to laugh all day, with the view animals look at me, I am happy to let them see. They all laughed when tired, fell asleep, and I rely on the corner with tears running down the walls down, I was a man completely finished, downright useless. Because, useful men do not cry.
quickly, but also the end of a semester, this year actually began to snow, which in our southern cities, but rare. Playing in the snow down the bedroom of the people, and I had no desire to play, what to pack to come home, you wrapped in blankets in bed reading. Did not look long to hear the knock, and I reluctantly climbed out of his warm bed, Bickering. to open the door, the door opened, a small cloud at the door. I'm about to rush to hug him and I said I want to die could be a brother, he said, kept on for so long has not seen a big thing.
snowy night in the campus back and forth, I kept him to see where where the snow thickness, excited like a child, he said, the total snow north, and has been used, scratch my back of the head, throw him a cigarette, and then asked him how was there, he dropped the \like the happy memories of happy things when. Cloud took a little crystal mouse gave me that wish me a Merry Christmas A stone. I said the guy probably only remember you, forget my brother, and finish give blows, smashed, less obviously angry clouds, and walked away, I did not block him, just stood still, I jealous? Brother of vinegar to eat? I filled the snow on the TV drama shouted: \
next day I called to apologize to the little cloud, he said he had boarded the train, then they choked, and I say you do not, ah, I was wrong still does not work it? A stone dead, he said. Dead? What do you mean? He took a deep breath and continued: A stone that the vice squad responsible for a major, you would think criminals have fled the urban areas, who knows what side to A stone hit in the alley ... ... Do not say ######## you, I exclaimed. The whole world is spinning, but still staggered line of sight in the darkness, I frantically rushed out to find that yesterday's crystal fragments, stone ah Ah the dog days, when he was talking about serve their country, and I sprayed him face chrysanthemum tea, did not think ... ... countless sword in my heart twisted abuse. A cloud the less he went to see the stone last look, vice squad who gave him a note, is A stone in the ambulance to the hospital on the written word askew: the cold is a crying little boy, keep it a secret, let him live a happy heart, to the fate of the world. He finished with a trembling hand in the back under a cloud small number, then closed his eyes in his way. The crystal mouse, A man with a piece of stone goes live the less, A stone has been to buy, after seeing it is like to see a small cold, very fragile but very beautiful ... ... over the phone has been crying, and I heavily the phone fell to the ground, throwing himself in the snow, keep your head knocked against the ground, clutching wild hair, like a madman like mad roar, A stone you a dog at the things you What kind of brother, his mother said, the home you come back ... ... filled the snow thanks to the widespread, my world has been with him forever.
opened his eyes when I found I was lying in the medical room, several students stood,la gears sneakers, the grass also,la gear sale, she looked down, warm lips kissed my face , the dead usually pale face. I struggled to think stand up, I want to go to my crystal mouse, can be found in power how it would not open, they are slowly blurred in the line of sight, slowly away.
I'm in bed for a month, in fact, the disease is not heavy, is not always feel the power to stand up or lie down comfortably so, because at this moment, my brother lying Where it. During this time the grass can be too busy, and all day taking care of me, tell stories, give me tea and water delivery, the more I think she beautiful.
unconsciously, have returned to re-live a dull, still eat and sleep school class, the difference is more than a set of bedroom Kara OK, no one took the time to sing out loud the roar, roar finished drinking, every drink, it is necessary to A stone one, the floor and cried down, and then a roar, and can get overshadowed by the voice of rock ah Ah!

spring to autumn, autumn and winter, the snow once again floating over the town in the south, some grass out of my shopping, stop in the past year saying it's interesting, and said every year after the snow just fine.
to her downstairs, I hold up her little hand and asked her: \snow hit my face and said, \I stood there, thinking of A stone said to the fate of the world, lit a cigarette, smoke billowing up, dispersed in the sky.
flowers, flowers!