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68339 2005 年 12 月 11 日 15:28 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (0) Category: Emotional World
; That love is carried in the network. The other was actually my husband. He will not know that he was actually the woman he violently indifferent wife.
I know, the network has made us both a lot of changes, as if to find their own world, and we spent time on the Internet has greatly exceeded the time both men face to face. Been a long time, he no longer need me, we no longer embrace on the sofa, holding each other's hand like two children is not logic, endless rambling,
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he did not even realize he was busy with all these, my life has thus changed, I became a day to communicate with the computer with her husband, a woman, my husband need a computer, technical staff who need to work for him than for my needs, has become a chat room where we met, it is entirely a joke, where I called the girls appear as warm. I was in he gave me his phone number, and I know people talk a half years is actually my husband, which might lead to some kind of curiosity and I particularly teasing mood. Here, I was his frenzy lover, this is not good? We are less and less opportunity to meet, eat together as a luxury. We have been made with E_maiL, a chat in the chat room to talk to the morning, when our true face, but it is a language gap,
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he was in the chat room open every day of my small window, just as in college, like open water for me every day, then the next greedy mood, then focus on inputs. Occasionally he would say, the. He was very proud of his quasi-guess so. He would not think of how, six years ago I said this is his own man. The same words to the same woman, do not know if he understood, what to think. Perhaps it is the computer helped me to regain that part of love, only to arouse my machine and moved slightly.
night, he usually after half an hour off the assembly line in my home on time, came back, I pretended asleep. He was always more than I get up early morning and drove to work. We have little time to speak, and occasionally have to fight face to face expressionless. I do not how he can look online with the warm people together. Presumptuous to say that he exaggerated some of the words, like I said my shoulders very sore, he said, I rubbed him, I said I heard his breath, he said he was beside me. These words make me blush in the dark. Kind of girl Louchuang hiding after year, to see him pacing back and forth in the downstairs when anxious feeling, add a little mischief moved. But at the moment, I was more of a sad decline, so I only rely on a way to maintain our relationship.
night he lay silently beside me, sigh,
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I do not understand how a person can be so divided. He can be so outspoken on the network, then the passion, can be a life, he became another person, in the end what turned him into this way. Chat room, we feel so strongly attached to each other and affectionate, but he did not need me in life, he usually non-stop on the winding, tortured by the pressure of the invisible at night, I watched him by those who successfully example of torture, he was tortured by his goal,
la gears, he was that he could not see the anxiety of torture. I hold a second meeting with him to chat rooms, he can not do without net, we almost lost in life exchanges. Without his knowledge, may also feel that there is a communication on the comfort, I was in such a tear, the more one more pain. I dare not tell him, I was warm, I'm afraid of his sustenance broken scared, afraid because I'm still in love with him. I can not find a way, do not know how to end. The total can not always play good show down, the actor is also a need to rest Yeah.
Finally one day I put to the limit, and ruthless determination, ready to pick and clear with him, I do not care what happens the consequences.
He still has my heart always right?
Are reluctant to even talk about him. I still do not want to give up.
I changed?
I'm married, and she was my classmate. The reason I so like to chat with you, because when she is like now you, gentle and smart, talented. She has now become strange, I do not know her what they thought, to see her look cold,
la lights, I suddenly have no interest in talking. I was afraid to open about everything, and I lost everything. I do not want to lose her, after all, so we have had deep feelings . in the face before you, I have not given up hope on her. But I can not find a way to communicate.
and pressure. But when this pressure all on me, when a person, I wish her to me some comfort. She not only did not comfort me, and laughed at me and said the money more than anything else. She did When I was particularly distressed that she did not understand me, so I think what you do is futile. slowly more and more misunderstanding, and even a few weeks we will not say a word. to this has been a stalemate, warm, are you there?
In the end is what makes us lose the ability to communicate, love could be so difficult.
talk to people, I hope not scare you.
that, like the kind of mechanical work, he was numb, and do not know how to love.
freshen up on the bed Zhuangshui.
half an hour later, he returned home. Softly on the bed,
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few days later, I read his message: really want to thank you to my house to eat it on Friday.
Friday at noon from the company called him back: important night she came, you know.
, of course, there will be no warm evening Miss. But I bought a bouquet of flowers, and told him that before he came back twenty minutes, a beautiful girl sent this bouquet of flowers, and wish him happiness. He hastily asked how not to keep her, I said she persisted in his refusal. After dinner, he was shaking electric candle light and warm to me about his story. Who is going to marry her, he said this girl is really lucky, ah, I could not even say ah yes ah.
Later, he asked me several times, warm look like? I just laughed.
not that I do it? But the answer I will never let him know.