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152645 2009 年 05 月 18 日 19:17 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (1) Category: Personal Diary
alone wandering in the streets, watching the crowds on the streets, those laughing faces, those filled with happy expression, reveals a successful meet those who are not part of your
you just a passer What can not take it, nothing less than ...
had left, a man accustomed to the tree-lined path full of twilight stroll through my pocket to get started, MP3 to repeat the same song, loud music and quiet environment for the formation of side strong contrast, no goal, no end,
nike air force one high, you just want to go step by step so that,
air force one high, come not want to go up.
you learn to belong to a person's world, independent thinking, to unlock some of the problems, whether right or wrong or in pairs, are no longer important ...
you look at distant busy playground, mouth gently rise, sunset, you pull a long shadow ...
once, one person alone to a strange city, through the drizzle outside the window, quietly watching the strange place you do not
know how long to stay here, you do not know what you will meet people, what kind of life do not know what kind of memories you will leave too much unknown ...
confusion and uncertainty, chaos, Do you like the challenges of uncertainty, but also resist the strangeness of uncertainty, from this moment, you have to learn a person to know strangers, do strange things, too strange life ...
Once, a person can not sleep curled up in bed, alone like a black cobweb extravaganza you imprisoned, including, thick quilts, the penetration is still cold ...
pulled out from under the pillow mobile phone, flip back and forth with the phone book, only to find you do not know who to call, so helpless and plug back into the pillow, curled up under the quilt
you gently hugged his knees, like a child
hold himself a little, then, would not it ...
cold once in the face of the computer in a daze, half a cup of coffee around is over cold, and you looked at the bottom right corner of the desktop screen time, this time,
air force 1 high, but also is a new day.
you do not know when it becomes like this, like a burrowing animal in general, do not want to hide in their nest out of the night, always give you more security.
When did you start, the sun out of fear, hate to go out,
nike air force 1 high, those who face the outside world, you think they do not even have the cold that sets your computer kind.
Sometimes, the virtual world,
air force 1 shoes, indeed warmer than the real beauty ...
once, you hate something, some people, even hated the world.
you always think, why the fate of so unfair, read it slowly and in return was more than a dozen set of social exclusion and denial of reality, you just want to be ordinary people, have taken the ordinary work of ordinary talk about games love, have a normal family, living a normal life, but, so common to all, for you are deprived of the rights, God is too cruel, even chance, have not charity ... ...
Once, in a dream saw the departure of their loved ones, and that the trembling earth shattering, deafening collapse, that filled the dust, that piercing cry ...
you wake up from a dream Sobbing , watching the empty room, strange place, palpitation of the moment, once again, burst into tears ...
you always lived in the memory, to escape the nightmare, but also because of missing friends and relatives on the past and refused let go.
do not want to wake up ... you are afraid ...
once, silently in love with her, because of the want to give this relationship a more solid foundation, it has been quietly treasured
reality than you know love is cruel, you know how two people can be difficult with the fate and choice, you know, so when you are good enough, you just love her ...
with last,
nike air force one, you have the guts to confess everything to her , but found her mother's side, have got another person to make her happy does not love her reason
There are many reasons to love her ... no longer exists ...
as long as you have, are or will be experienced these tests, you need us the most shocking, the most sincere and most warm encouragement ...