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'What do you mean?' he asked, interested, not hostile.
'If I had had a son, you'd have stayed. You'd have identified with him. At least for a time, till you worked yourself through that. But since I've got a girl you'll go because you'll see us as two women, two enemies.' He slowly nodded. I said: 'How odd
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